PS:I’m sorry if this isn’t the right sub for this but I’ve only posted in this sub so far and I’ve got lot of support and you guys are really cool so I’m posting this here. If it violates the rules then please delete it.
I was a straight guy turned guy who likes topping trans women turned guy who likes getting fucked by trans women turned guy who wants to try it with men but isn’t sure……the guy who loves being a submissive bottom for men.
I’m not sure how often this is the case. I feel most people here identify as gay. And I’m not a person who likes labels but these things are consuming me lately. I’ve written a lot about my past sexual experiences before. And over the last month I felt I wanted to try it with a guy. A few years back if someone said to me that I would love getting pounded in the as by another dude I would never believed it, but now I have bottomed for 4 guys in the past month.
I’m enjoying it no doubt and I love it a lot more than fucking a girl. May be I’m naturally submissive and I have become more comfortable with this fact over the last month. But I’m also feeling a bit confused. I used to discuss girls, dating etc with my friends and 80% of my life was spent thinking that I’m straight and there is no other way. But my high sex drive, porn addiction and natural submissiveness made me explore new things.
And I feel I’m alone now. Due to being from a conservative background there is no way I can share this with anyone. Today I had a call with my friend who lives in my home country and he asked how are the girls around me and in my city. And he was curious about this topic. But little he knows that I’m actually enjoying being a cumslut for men. I didn’t know how to answer that and it felt extremely weird at that moment.
I’m mostly a private person with few friends but this new discovery has made me a bit confused and anxious. Good thing is that when I’m naked with a guy these things don’t bother me at all. Just wanted to get this off my chest. Thanks for reading.