Grindr does nothing for me and I’m too nervous to hook up, so I drove to a sex shop last night and picked up a 8.5” realistic dildo for about $25. Balls and everything, very nice looking and fairly thick. Got home, cleaned out, put on some sexy music and got down to business. Started on my side and then sort of went into missionary with my legs bent up. Started fucking my hole and felt this sensation, sort of like a pressure, a very pleasurable pressure and like my hole was giving some resistance but it felt good. I’ve felt this sensation before with other dildos but tonight I was determined to see what happens, as I sort of knew what was going to happen, it was prostate stimulation. About 30 seconds later, I feel a tremor inside me along with some more very pleasurable pressure and my limp dick starts squirting cum. Squirted a few more times and just collapsed. My hole was very sensitive so I pulled the dildo out and just laid there in perfect ecstasy for maybe 10 or 20 minutes, I forget, I just laid there, totally warm and content. Tried to put the dildo back in for a second round but my body was just too tired. Got cleaned up and slept for almost 12 hours. Can’t wait to do it again tonight. Just thought I’d share.